So i call my dad in attempt to cheer myself up and forget how homesick i am and he just pisses me off and depresses me further. and the worst bit is, he doesnt even get why!! Considering he was married for 13yrs, had a girlfriend for 5yrs and now has a new one, and a daughter who has been a teenager since she was like 6 - he used have some idea how to deal with women by now!! Twat tbh…
I need to just get over it. I cant go home, so i just need to stop feeling sorry for myself and get on with it. I’ll be home next month and will have an amazing 3 weeks with my besties. Focus on exams and ignore all the other shit going on in life. Right, sorted. Now do it.
Oh my god, its stupid how much i miss you. I find myself continually going off in a daydream, thinking of you. But I kinda like it. We’re not anything serious, but it makes me happy to think of you. And that is enough. This is all I want right now, but I do wish I could be in your arms again….and hopefully soon I will be. You, and how we are together, are exactly what I need. Nothing more, nothing less. Ahhhh….
So, because you cant have you first choice, you phone me and ask me to come to the pub? Fuck off, i’m not your reserve.
Don’t make me fall for you, if you have no intention of catching me.
It’s funny how just a few messages from friends back home make me feel so happy and appricated - cannot wait for Friday night!
Why has it taken me this long to realise what a dick you were to me?
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